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My experience so far at HPIAM

Well my experience here as been not what I was expecting at all. I came back to California for an experience I could never forget and that’s exactly what I got. Maybe next time I wish for something I should be more specific. But my life has just been terrible right now all I want to do is just finish high school, graduate, and go to college. That is my only goal at the moment no boys no distractions!!! That is my goal for the remainder of the year. I just want to get out of here high school is not for me and will never be EVER!! But hopefully college will be hopefully I turn out to be everything I’ve ever wanted I just got to work really hard to make up what I lost in my freshman, sophomore, and a little bit of junior year. This year I wanted it to be different I wanted to have a happy life and make lots of friends go out and have fun. I also try to stay healthy this year and workout everyday that I can. But the other day this little girl bought me a big mac and I didn’t want to eat but I didn’t want her feeling bad so I ate it and instead I made myself feel bad because I ate terribly that whole week. I mean like what else could I have done! Its not like I had any other choice it’s not like I was going to run away from my OWN HOUSE. So oh well Last year I lost a good friend (no not death) but as just a friend he was my best friend we were so connected I have trusted him like no other person and I confided in him I let that all go. That was my wrong doing now I am choosing the right of letting him go and not bother his life. Right now my choosing right is just being with my family and school and friends those are the only people that matter to me.